useless.

Just wanted to destroy.
Just tried to the best.
They don't know what's wrong.
But just leave their tears.

Keepin' search what's right.
Nobody tells what's wrong.
Just get rush in time.
Just give what I've done.

She might write all.
She might understand at all.
But that just makes them go.
Just leave what they've fight for.

Why you're standin' there like no one care?
I prefer standin' to be useless.
Why you just leave it here and just go there?
I prefer go than silent for do nothing else.

They just got you.
They just trust you.
They just want you.
And they just need you.

Why I must come later.
When everything handled by you.
How can I make it better.
If you're not telling me to do.

You just mad why I didn't come.
But I just feel not invited.
If you want me to come.
Just let me say what I need.

For sure, I won't to begging.
If I just make something gone bad.
Just realized I want to go back.
Cause' I know I'm not needed.

Just do everything with them.
Just go and leave me here.
Just come when There's no them.
You'll see I'm standin' here.

butuh.

Karena mata dan senyuman tidak pernah berbohong
Meskipun telah ratusan kali menghiasi
Tak pernah lelah untuk menyinari
Karena kau datang seketika mengisi hati yang kosong

Waktu demi waktu yang berlalu
Hari demi hari yang berjalan
Bukan lelah untuk menunggu
Tetapi haruskah kusambut cinta

Inikah yang dimaksud olehnya
Penantian tak kunjung berakhir
Inikah yang diarti cinta
Menurunkan air mata diakhir nanti

Jika saja ini bukanlah cinta
Apakah yang ada dirasa kini
Atau mungkin bukanlah dia
Mengapa dia yang selalu ada disini

Setelah dirasa ini bukanlah dimaksud cinta
Tetapi kejujuran akan rasa ini tak terdeteksi
Hati ini tak henti mengaguminya
Tetapi hanya harap dan butuh yang terasa kini.

addicted

I just never know what's love
Something related with heart?
Something related with mind?
Or something that related with nothing?

I just never get what's in their mind
They just too over in love
That love could makes them blind
They just try to make it fine

I've heard and I've tried
To make it allright
I just lock my heart
And opens if it knows that's right

I've read some words by them
And stupidly I just trust with it
I don't know what I afraid of
I just want to stay away of it

I just tired to listen some words
I just tired of believing those words
I just got enough of shids
I just got enough of feeling hurts

I'm not feel that something hurts
'Cause actually I'm not in love
I just really need and addicted
But like bep says, I'm addicted but I just can't get enough.
Not just enough, but not at all.