Saturday, February 23, 2013

forever more

"I ran off and took all my shoes off
I just don't know what to say, I just got it all enough
I completely effete to fight my soul
I just really drunk in love
I need a time for myself, to flashbacks things
And I just realized that we have this entwined like so long
Like all those day that I tried to steal a look
Like all those nights that I still miss you like a lot
It was so happy until I realized that we grew up
We weren't change, but we grew
I don't know what's so bad about it, but I just hate it
It changes the way we think
It changes the way we talk
It changes the way we stare
It changes me, and you either
But I don't feel like we have to end this thing up
I just fell too deep and I couldn't coming out
I just fly too high and I couldn't touch the ground
You just notice me for a long time
and I just love you more every time
we have bad and good things
but I know that we have those good things 
so I chose to stay, even there's so many reasons to leave."

Saturday, January 26, 2013

blessings

The twilight has gone
The princesses are slumber
Some lover are suffer

Amused came from the heart
Instead the fallen violent
Like sun faith in summer
Least the sign but mere

Blissful of me to see the rose
No immaculate but pure
No pure but fit
Heart doesn't need, it heard

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

Monday, December 31, 2012

Love in History

Just watched and read the book "Habibie & Ainun" about Dr. Ing. H. Bacharuddin Jusuf Habibie and his wife, dr. Hj. Hasri Ainun Habibie and I realized that  the true love thing isn't captured by Twilight Saga Movies, even those movies are really great. but for real, and based on true story, there's nothing's better than this :


"Because faith is very hard to found these last days"
and "He" did it. until now

Tuesday, December 25, 2012

diam


Aku benci bagaimana mataku tak mampu berbohong
Ataupun bagaimana hati ini penuh keingin tahuan
Aku tak mengerti bagaimana mataku menatap kosong
Dalam perkataan yang tak tergambarkan

Aku terjerat dalam rasa yang tak dimengerti
Mencintai seorang hanya dalam sehari
Tanpa pernah diketahui dan tak terkendali
Melihat seluruh kesempurnaan dalam diri

Namun dalam kehangatan ini kau mungkin berpindah
Menatap dua bola mata yang lebih indah
Jauh dariku yang tak lagi berwarna
Hanya penuh akan pilu dan sayatan yang terasa

Mungkinkah tulisan yang tertera hanya bualan belaka
Dan kebenaran akan diriku yang kau cinta
Aku tak mengerti dan tak ingin mengerti
Lelah hatiku tuk mencari dan sakit itupun kembali 

Thursday, December 20, 2012

boredom attacks

Hello. Hello. Hello
terlalu bosan malam ini.
menghabiskan banyak buku di minggu ini.
Sportive labs tergabut cuma baca baca.
mentok - mentok, rapat.
emang dasarnya gasuka main apaapa dan gabisa main apaapa sih
dasar pemalas olahraga.
tapi ditolong kebosanannya dengan membaca buku - buku hebat.
bakalan ketagihan lho bacanya wehehe.
selamat membaca dan semoga suka:):)






Besides those books, juga ada film film ini :




Friday, November 16, 2012

I'd never

I couldn't even imagine how far I could go if there's no more you here. 
I just did the stupidest thing in this whole beautiful world. 
I gave up on us. 
I don't even have time to give you everything.
to make you feel satisfied, enough. 
I couldn't handle everything. 
And the most I couldn't handle this purity of love. 
The purity that I saw since the first time. 
I'd never felt to giving up on us this hard. 
I'd never want to cry as much as I can because I realized there's no more you here. 
But the most hurt thing that know, is
I'd never want someone as much as I want you like this. 

TRUE


"Never give up on something that you can't go a day without thinking about."