numbness.

don't know.

don't know.

don't know.

don't know.

don't know.

numb.

numb.

numb.

numb.

It's feels like I'm the troublemaker, I'm the one who always make some noisy, some bad condition. It seems like I always ruining a good moment. I'd never wanted to ruin, but it just comes to my mind. and ya know I often to say everything what comes to my mind. It's hard to avoid, but I don't know. I don't feel sad, glad, bad, good, happy, excited, I just feel numb. I feel nothing. I feel empty. I don't need some sympathy. NO. I NEED.ABSOLUTELY. But I don't know the reason why I need it. I - JUST - FEEL - NUMB. 

Oh, Yeah, if Lady Antebellum rather hurt than feel nothing at all,

I'd rather feel nothing at all, than feel hurt. because sometimes, I got hurt too much, then I feel numb.