Sunday, November 4, 2012

#1

Namun kau layak tinta yang mengeras
Mengindah hatiku bukan hanya karena paras
Mungkin diriku layak tinta yang tlah memudar
Di hatimu cahya diriku tlah berpendar

-na

Saturday, October 27, 2012

apologizeeee

HEYYA:)
so many nights I haven't write and post something on my blog
I just had sooooooooo many tests tests and tests
Desperately tired and still a lot of assignments to do
I didn't know it would be this hard to be 9th graders
But so far, I enjoy "the busy times"
Wish me luckk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :):):)


Monday, October 22, 2012

no title

"Aku menatap matanya seperti dulu. Dalam dan tajam. Namun aku merasa seperti ada yang hilang. Aku teringat akan sesuatu. Matanya tidak bersinar seperti dulu lagi saat dirinya melihatku."

Thursday, October 11, 2012

words. #2










"Sometimes, the saddest part is
I always feel completely bad
Like there's no one deserves me
not because I'm too good
It's because I don't even qualified enough
I don't know about my thoughts
But I don't even think I'm good
Even when I'm with you"

Red by Taylor Swift

Loving him is like driving a new Maserati down a dead end street
Faster than the wind
Passionate as sin, ended so suddenly

Loving him is like trying to change your mind
Once you’re already flying through the free fall

Like the colors in autumn
So bright just before they lose it all

Losing him was blue like I’d never known
Missing him was dark grey all alone

Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met
But loving him was red
Loving him was red

Touching him is like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you
Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song
Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there’s no right answer
Regretting him was like wishing you never found out love could be that strong

Losing him was blue like I’d never known
Missing him was dark grey all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met
But loving him was red
Oh red burning red

Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes
Tell myself it’s time now, gotta let go
But moving on from him is impossible
When I still see it all in my head

Tuesday, October 9, 2012

satu pandangan untuk selamanya

Saat bulan bersinar terang
Hangat senyummu membayang
Saat pertama aku jatuh cinta
Pada pandangan pertama

Kau mendekat,
Mendekat tanpa kata, tanpa suara
Seketika kau menyergap hatiku
Yang semula ragu akan kesungguhanmu

Aku berjalan mendekati jiwamu
Ingin selalu bersama denganmu
Aku tak tahu apakah diriku hanya satu
Yang kau impikan jadi milikmu

Kini semua telah terjadi
Kau selalu bawaku terbang tinggi
Tak perlu diriku mencari lagi
Sesosok kesempurnaan

Karena sosok itu dirimu
Yang kini tlah jadi milikku
Selalu dan hanya satu
Selamanya, ku mencintaimu

shez habbanz

And I just got nothing to say about my feelings, my thoughts and my heart.
I just want....................................................................................................................................................





to cry?

Saturday, October 6, 2012

#1

Aku tak mengerti
Apa yang terjadi
Pada dirimu
Tak lagi seperti dulu

Aku mencoba bertahan
Di atas pecahan cinta
Yang terasa menyakitkan
Namun aku tak mampu pergi
Aku masih cinta

Saat diriku telah lelah
Menunggu cintamu sebesar kurasa
Tapi dirimu tak juga tiba
Kini semua hanya sebatas asa

Dirimu mengajakku terbang tinggi
Seketika kau lepaskan aku
Aku terjatuh di atas rasa sakit
Namun aku bangkit 'tuk mencintamu lagi

Aku berdiri lagi
Di atas pecahan rasa
Tuk menunggumu kembali lagi
Menjadi seseorang yang buatku jatuh cinta

Namun sekian lama ku menunggu
Aku telah tiba di puncak penantianku
Meski kesedihan hati menggebu
Namun diriku tak sanggup tinggalkan dirimu