forever more

"I ran off and took all my shoes off

I just don't know what to say, I just got it all enough

I completely effete to fight my soul

I just really drunk in love

I need a time for myself, to flashbacks things

And I just realized that we have this entwined like so long

Like all those day that I tried to steal a look

Like all those nights that I still miss you like a lot

It was so happy until I realized that we grew up

We weren't change, but we grew

I don't know what's so bad about it, but I just hate it

It changes the way we think

It changes the way we talk

It changes the way we stare

It changes me, and you either

But I don't feel like we have to end this thing up

I just fell too deep and I couldn't coming out

I just fly too high and I couldn't touch the ground

You just notice me for a long time

and I just love you more every time

we have bad and good things

but I know that we have those good things 

so I chose to stay, even there's so many reasons to leave."

blessings

The twilight has gone
The princesses are slumber
Some lover are suffer

Amused came from the heart
Instead the fallen violent
Like sun faith in summer
Least the sign but mere

Blissful of me to see the rose
No immaculate but pure
No pure but fit
Heart doesn't need, it heard

One Direction - Little Things

Suddenly became a directioner. and really can't get over of this song :(

Love in History

Just watched and read the book "Habibie & Ainun" about Dr. Ing. H. Bacharuddin Jusuf Habibie and his wife, dr. Hj. Hasri Ainun Habibie and I realized that  the true love thing isn't captured by Twilight Saga Movies, even those movies are really great. but for real, and based on true story, there's nothing's better than this :

"Because faith is very hard to found these last days"

and "He" did it. until now

diam

Aku benci bagaimana mataku tak mampu berbohong

Ataupun bagaimana hati ini penuh keingin tahuan

Aku tak mengerti bagaimana mataku menatap kosong

Dalam perkataan yang tak tergambarkan

Aku terjerat dalam rasa yang tak dimengerti

Mencintai seorang hanya dalam sehari

Tanpa pernah diketahui dan tak terkendali

Melihat seluruh kesempurnaan dalam diri

Namun dalam kehangatan ini kau mungkin berpindah

Menatap dua bola mata yang lebih indah

Jauh dariku yang tak lagi berwarna

Hanya penuh akan pilu dan sayatan yang terasa

Mungkinkah tulisan yang tertera hanya bualan belaka

Dan kebenaran akan diriku yang kau cinta

Aku tak mengerti dan tak ingin mengerti

Lelah hatiku tuk mencari dan sakit itupun kembali 

boredom attacks

Hello. Hello. Hello
terlalu bosan malam ini.
menghabiskan banyak buku di minggu ini.
Sportive labs tergabut cuma baca baca.
mentok - mentok, rapat.
emang dasarnya gasuka main apaapa dan gabisa main apaapa sih
dasar pemalas olahraga.
tapi ditolong kebosanannya dengan membaca buku - buku hebat.
bakalan ketagihan lho bacanya wehehe.
selamat membaca dan semoga suka:):)

Besides those books, juga ada film film ini :

dear, f

3 kata dalam seuntai kalimat

I'd never

I couldn't even imagine how far I could go if there's no more you here. 

I just did the stupidest thing in this whole beautiful world. 

I gave up on us. 

I don't even have time to give you everything.

to make you feel satisfied, enough. 

I couldn't handle everything. 

And the most I couldn't handle this purity of love. 

The purity that I saw since the first time. 

I'd never felt to giving up on us this hard. 

I'd never want to cry as much as I can because I realized there's no more you here. 

But the most hurt thing that know, is

I'd never want someone as much as I want you like this. 

TRUE

"Never give up on something that you can't go a day without thinking about."

#1

Namun kau layak tinta yang mengeras
Mengindah hatiku bukan hanya karena paras
Mungkin diriku layak tinta yang tlah memudar
Di hatimu cahya diriku tlah berpendar

-na

apologizeeee

HEYYA:)
so many nights I haven't write and post something on my blog
I just had sooooooooo many tests tests and tests
Desperately tired and still a lot of assignments to do
I didn't know it would be this hard to be 9th graders
But so far, I enjoy "the busy times"
Wish me luckk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :):):)

no title

"Aku menatap matanya seperti dulu. Dalam dan tajam. Namun aku merasa seperti ada yang hilang. Aku teringat akan sesuatu. Matanya tidak bersinar seperti dulu lagi saat dirinya melihatku."

Casual Pink Chic

Casual Pink Chic by nurliaarina featuring leather high heels

Love Milly creme dress
$44 - awear.com

Ichi fitted blazer
$66 - welikefashion.com

Yves Saint Laurent leather high heels
matchesfashion.com

3 1 Phillip Lim genuine leather handbag
thecorner.com

Marc by Marc Jacobs marc jacob
ssense.com

Burberry lip gloss
burberry.com

p r a g u e

p r a g u e by nurliaarina featuring leather flats

Stripe shirt
indressme.com

Dr. Denim skinny leg jeans
$72 - vanmildert.com

Leather flat
$100 - witchery.com.au

Zippered tote bag
modcloth.com

words. #2

"Sometimes, the saddest part is

I always feel completely bad

Like there's no one deserves me

not because I'm too good

It's because I don't even qualified enough

I don't know about my thoughts

But I don't even think I'm good

Even when I'm with you"

Red by Taylor Swift

Loving him is like driving a new Maserati down a dead end street
Faster than the wind
Passionate as sin, ended so suddenly
Loving him is like trying to change your mind
Once you’re already flying through the free fall
Like the colors in autumn
So bright just before they lose it all

Losing him was blue like I’d never known
Missing him was dark grey all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met
But loving him was red
Loving him was red

Touching him is like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you
Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song
Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there’s no right answer
Regretting him was like wishing you never found out love could be that strong

Losing him was blue like I’d never known
Missing him was dark grey all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met
But loving him was red
Oh red burning red

Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes
Tell myself it’s time now, gotta let go
But moving on from him is impossible
When I still see it all in my head

satu pandangan untuk selamanya

Saat bulan bersinar terang
Hangat senyummu membayang
Saat pertama aku jatuh cinta
Pada pandangan pertama

Kau mendekat,
Mendekat tanpa kata, tanpa suara
Seketika kau menyergap hatiku
Yang semula ragu akan kesungguhanmu

Aku berjalan mendekati jiwamu
Ingin selalu bersama denganmu
Aku tak tahu apakah diriku hanya satu
Yang kau impikan jadi milikmu

Kini semua telah terjadi
Kau selalu bawaku terbang tinggi
Tak perlu diriku mencari lagi
Sesosok kesempurnaan

Karena sosok itu dirimu
Yang kini tlah jadi milikku
Selalu dan hanya satu
Selamanya, ku mencintaimu

shez habbanz

And I just got nothing to say about my feelings, my thoughts and my heart.
I just want....................................................................................................................................................

to cry?

#1

Aku tak mengerti
Apa yang terjadi
Pada dirimu
Tak lagi seperti dulu

Aku mencoba bertahan
Di atas pecahan cinta
Yang terasa menyakitkan
Namun aku tak mampu pergi
Aku masih cinta

Saat diriku telah lelah
Menunggu cintamu sebesar kurasa
Tapi dirimu tak juga tiba
Kini semua hanya sebatas asa

Dirimu mengajakku terbang tinggi
Seketika kau lepaskan aku
Aku terjatuh di atas rasa sakit
Namun aku bangkit 'tuk mencintamu lagi

Aku berdiri lagi
Di atas pecahan rasa
Tuk menunggumu kembali lagi
Menjadi seseorang yang buatku jatuh cinta

Namun sekian lama ku menunggu
Aku telah tiba di puncak penantianku
Meski kesedihan hati menggebu
Namun diriku tak sanggup tinggalkan dirimu