forever more

"I ran off and took all my shoes off

I just don't know what to say, I just got it all enough

I completely effete to fight my soul

I just really drunk in love

I need a time for myself, to flashbacks things

And I just realized that we have this entwined like so long

Like all those day that I tried to steal a look

Like all those nights that I still miss you like a lot

It was so happy until I realized that we grew up

We weren't change, but we grew

I don't know what's so bad about it, but I just hate it

It changes the way we think

It changes the way we talk

It changes the way we stare

It changes me, and you either

But I don't feel like we have to end this thing up

I just fell too deep and I couldn't coming out

I just fly too high and I couldn't touch the ground

You just notice me for a long time

and I just love you more every time

we have bad and good things

but I know that we have those good things 

so I chose to stay, even there's so many reasons to leave."

blessings

The twilight has gone
The princesses are slumber
Some lover are suffer

Amused came from the heart
Instead the fallen violent
Like sun faith in summer
Least the sign but mere

Blissful of me to see the rose
No immaculate but pure
No pure but fit
Heart doesn't need, it heard

One Direction - Little Things

Suddenly became a directioner. and really can't get over of this song :(

Love in History

Just watched and read the book "Habibie & Ainun" about Dr. Ing. H. Bacharuddin Jusuf Habibie and his wife, dr. Hj. Hasri Ainun Habibie and I realized that  the true love thing isn't captured by Twilight Saga Movies, even those movies are really great. but for real, and based on true story, there's nothing's better than this :

"Because faith is very hard to found these last days"

and "He" did it. until now

diam

Aku benci bagaimana mataku tak mampu berbohong

Ataupun bagaimana hati ini penuh keingin tahuan

Aku tak mengerti bagaimana mataku menatap kosong

Dalam perkataan yang tak tergambarkan

Aku terjerat dalam rasa yang tak dimengerti

Mencintai seorang hanya dalam sehari

Tanpa pernah diketahui dan tak terkendali

Melihat seluruh kesempurnaan dalam diri

Namun dalam kehangatan ini kau mungkin berpindah

Menatap dua bola mata yang lebih indah

Jauh dariku yang tak lagi berwarna

Hanya penuh akan pilu dan sayatan yang terasa

Mungkinkah tulisan yang tertera hanya bualan belaka

Dan kebenaran akan diriku yang kau cinta

Aku tak mengerti dan tak ingin mengerti

Lelah hatiku tuk mencari dan sakit itupun kembali 

boredom attacks

Hello. Hello. Hello
terlalu bosan malam ini.
menghabiskan banyak buku di minggu ini.
Sportive labs tergabut cuma baca baca.
mentok - mentok, rapat.
emang dasarnya gasuka main apaapa dan gabisa main apaapa sih
dasar pemalas olahraga.
tapi ditolong kebosanannya dengan membaca buku - buku hebat.
bakalan ketagihan lho bacanya wehehe.
selamat membaca dan semoga suka:):)

Besides those books, juga ada film film ini :

dear, f

3 kata dalam seuntai kalimat

I'd never

I couldn't even imagine how far I could go if there's no more you here. 

I just did the stupidest thing in this whole beautiful world. 

I gave up on us. 

I don't even have time to give you everything.

to make you feel satisfied, enough. 

I couldn't handle everything. 

And the most I couldn't handle this purity of love. 

The purity that I saw since the first time. 

I'd never felt to giving up on us this hard. 

I'd never want to cry as much as I can because I realized there's no more you here. 

But the most hurt thing that know, is

I'd never want someone as much as I want you like this. 

TRUE

"Never give up on something that you can't go a day without thinking about."